Untameable...

Wolf..!! I'm a fucking wolf.. Not that I'm cunning and cruel. I'm that creature who can never be tamed. Have you seen a wolf in a cage listening to the instructions of a circus master?

I haven't seen ever. But I have witnessed a situation where the tiger was jumping from one end to another end through a fire ring. That was fantastic, but felt low because I have seen a Lion doing that, being tamed by a ring master. The Lion gets food, water and all the basic necessities to do all those circus fleets. The Thing is, it wouldn't starve to death. But the Wolf in the jungle, which got left over by these humans just because it would never get tamed and listen to circus masters, starved to death. When there was no animal in the jungle and even the King left the kingdom to get trained by a master, how could a wolf lead its life? Well, it starved to death. It would have stepped ahead to get trained. But that wasn't in its blood. Because, Wolf is Untameable.



The fact is humans left the Wolf, because they knew that training a creature which couldn't be tamed at all was useless. Did stubbornness is the reason behind the death of the Wolf? Or was it the nature? Being untamed was right or wrong? Why humans left thinking it was useless to get it on board?


I'm Untameable. Am I right or wrong? Is it good or bad? I'm confused. I'm depressed. I'm disappointed in myself. But why I still loved being the same way though I knew that I'm going to be finished soon. Death is the only answer? Well, I came to know that it was not even an option. There is a fine line difference between being untameable and being stubborn about one's nature. But will this society ever understand that slightest difference?


Everyone can be tamed except those souls which are filled with inner darkness. Those rocky, windy, dusty, stormy paths to a particular person's destination make them untameable. Rough patches in life play a vital role in transforming a person from a sponge to rock. In every person's life, there are n number of situations where they feel like ending up themselves. Some will and some won't. The people who give up on themselves are brave souls. The people who won't give up on themselves are true souls.


These sections of people who won't end themselves turn out to be untamed. Because, they won't let every single situation, let out of their minds. They want to remember them for the whole life as their lessons. And here comes the point at which, these people start lecturing lessons to others in their own way to protect themselves and others too. In the process of making people understand those life lessons, they turn out to be rude, hard, difficult, torturous, unbearable, psychotic and finally Untameable.


Whom should I blame? Myself or the society that has turned me out to this person I'm today. They say I'm an egoistic attitude freak and a psycho indeed. Well, I'm egoistic to the people who hurt my self respect. I show my negative attitude to the people who act desperate, annoying and judgmental. I'm a control freak who tries to exploit me and take me for granted. I'm a psycho to those people whom I handle them in a way they must be handled for their deeds. I'm Untameable to the people who tries to control, suppress and overpower me.


Why I need to be controlled unnecessarily by someone randomly or by the people who gave me birth? Why I need to be suppressed to encourage the egoistic nature of people? Why I need to be overpowered when I myself is powerful enough? Simply, why I have to entertain people? It's better to die alone rather than entertaining these unworthy people.


Maybe this is the main reason behind the untameable nature of Wolves. They are self entertaining and they won't entertain others. They have their own tactics to be followed to get their prey. They can deal themselves and don't like to be dealt with someone. Hence, they became useless to the Humans.




In a similar way, people like me who are quite untameable are getting treated as useless. Because in the current society, the useful people must be controllable, can be handled very easily, must be dependent, should be nodding to every single thing they hear. People who would never be able to execute all the above things, then those are Useless and Untameable. And it's better to be tagged as a Useless Untamed person rather than a Useful Domestic person.


The word untameable comes with many synonyms like undisciplined, uncontrollable, unmanageable, head strong and much more. To do justice to all these words, one must be definitely capable of doing something on their own without bothering much about consequences. This word is all about freedom, opinionated, dependent and strong.


The difference between being Untameable and being Stubborn is a very minimal. It depends on how people treat them. A wolf can never be tamed, but it can be managed somehow when people treat it in the way it wants to be treated. It's that simple. Being a lone wolf, is not about being weak, it's about being strong to find one's own soul. In the same way,


There are many people out there who are Untameable like me. They don't like to get control, suppressed and overpowered by someone. They like to search their own soul being independent. They aren't stubborn to change. They just want to be a change by themselves. Their souls get untamed because of the people's behavior with them. The consequences of the society's action, making them Untameable everyday. And it is good indeed to lead one's own life in one's own way.


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