Dealing with the people or a person whom we consider as the ones we once loved the most and label them as our exited ex-partners, is quite a perplexing task. They always end up making us feel confused, diluted and degraded about our feelings. They are like our walking mistakes who always remind us what we had gone through even though we step out of their life and happily spending the rest of our lives.
We decide not to step in their lives one more time, we come to an opinion to never give a second chance, we accept the defeat of our fate in terms of love and wish we shouldn't repeat the same mistake one more time, we get confused with our diverted feelings and control ourselves to the core, we pray deeply to never bump into them, we try hard to clear our minds by erasing their memories and after all these attempts, we still fail at dealing with our emotions when we intentionally or unintentionally step into our exes lives one more time after knowing that our paths could never meet with them.
We all go through many breakups in our love-life, there must be enormous reasons to do so. The various explanations we crave for, the plenty of arguments we expect to get settled, the hell lot of discussions to conclude the main reason behind a particular breakup. These constraints keep on hitting a person whenever he/she bumps into his/her ex. Most of us don't step ahead to confront our exes just to avoid unnecessary consequences but every one of us wants to raise our thoughts to justify ourselves behind those breakups. We try a lot to convince more than either we are wrong or our exes must be wrong. And when these kinds of conversations pop between an ex-couple, tonnes of emotions rule both the hearts and they get entangled with the personalities and the outcomes can be quite indescribable.
Awkwardness is the first emotion soon after we meet or we see our exes accidentally. Our heart rates speed up instantly out of unknown churning of feelings inside our bodies. For some, it is out of left out constraints of love and it is out of guilt or regret and for some, it is purely out of pain.
An unknown spark or charm on the face can be seen if we look at our exes all of a sudden. Sometimes we become unaware of our expressions too. It's like sending some signals without asking our hearts because of the already established connection between an ex-couple.
The rage: out of vengeance, out of jealousy, out of past reflections flashing in the brain, out of deception, out of exploitation, we feel that instant anger and emotions may slip out of our hands and we may end up behaving weirdly without noticing the surroundings. Sometimes, people do it knowingly to defame their exes or they express their anger in a very different way to degrade their exes. Either way, we still react to our exes.
Most of us, ignore when we happen to see our exes alone or with someone. We cross them as if we don't know them. We act and consider them as strangers. We feel like not giving a damn about their presence. We opt not to react and we don't react by assuming that we aren't reacting. Think deep, we end up making an impression though we don't react.
A very few of us, express their utmost sadness soon after we see our exes no matter where. Some people, respond in a very different way by stooping down their standards by chasing behind their exes. They approach, they follow, they spy, they beg to take them back, they plead for their love and emotions, they shed tears for not being in love with a person whom they love the most, they get treated very badly and they may even face abusive behavior from their exes who don't even worth attention at all. But some people express their emotions like these. It is painful, but can't help it. These people only come to the senses and know their real worth when they realize their wastage of emotions on a person who doesn't deserve them at all.